Sunday, January 4, 2026 – Day 509

Good morning, everyone. It’s been pretty quiet on the home front—aside from some coughing fits and steady nose-blowing. So far, I’ve managed to dodge whatever bug is making the rounds. That’s probably due to a combination of limited human interaction and Cindy being masked up around the house, wiping down any surface I might touch. So far, so good. We were scheduled to get an IV immunity boost over the weekend, but the home nurse ended up getting sick… hmmm.

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Sunday, January 4, 2026 – Day 509

Good morning, everyone. It’s been pretty quiet on the home front—aside from some coughing fits and steady nose-blowing. So far, I’ve managed to dodge whatever bug is making the rounds. That’s probably due to a combination of limited human interaction and Cindy being masked up around the house, wiping down any surface I might touch. So far, so good. We were scheduled to get an IV immunity boost over the weekend, but the home nurse ended up getting sick… hmmm.

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Saturday, January 3, 2026 – Day 508

Good morning, everyone. As I mentioned the other day, 15 runners are signed up to run the Chicago Marathon on October 11, 2026, supporting ALS United under the team name Andy’s Army. Many of them are first-time marathoners, which makes this even more meaningful. My ask is simple: let’s help them succeed—by getting them to the finish line, helping them raise beaucoup $$, and making sure they have fun along the way.

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Friday, January 2, 2026 – Day 507

Good morning, everyone. Happy Friday. Pondering question: is this an actual workday for people? It seems to me most folks would be off since yesterday was a holiday. Just saying. So I get all settled in this morning. Cindy always gets up with me, helps disconnect me from the feeding pump, makes sure I have my coffee (which I barely touch these days), and gives me my one pill that can’t be crushed or split.

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Thursday, January 1, 2026 – Day 506

Good morning, everyone.
Happy New Year!! 🎉 Okay… I’m a little shocked that I received a few texts just after midnight wishing me a Happy New Year. I honestly didn’t think that was still a thing…staying up to midnight. Maybe they were drunk texts—although none included an “I still love you!” Either way, thank you for thinking about me while you were celebrating last night. It means a lot to know you’re thinking about me.

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Wednesday, December 31, 2025 - Day 505

Good morning, everyone. Happy New Year’s Eve. 2025: A Year of Reflection When I look back on 2025, it’s impossible to separate the year from the diagnosis that arrived the summer before. ALS was already part of my life when this year began—quietly changing what my body could do while, at the same time, forcing me to pay closer attention to everything else. This year became more than a medical timeline.

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Tuesday, December 30, 2025 – Day 504

Good morning, everyone. Happy birthday, Dave—aka Wilderness Man! I just finished reading 11/22/63 by Stephen King, a novel about the temptation to change the past and the cost of trying to alter events that shape the future. King repeatedly uses the word obdurate to describe the past—its stubborn refusal to be changed. The greater the significance of the event, the more resistance you encounter when trying to rewrite it. That word stopped me…about 26 times or so the internet says.

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Monday, December 29, 2025 – Day 503

Good morning, everyone. Welcome to Monday. Let’s talk food… Because I do overnight feedings, I only have one daytime formula feeding—usually around lunchtime. That gives me the option to eat a little by mouth during the day. Since all my calories come from formula now, nutrition is no longer part of the equation…I can eat whatever I want. My bigger problem is that I have almost no appetite. Fortunately, Cindy keeps nudging me throughout the day to eat something, so she’s essentially become my appetite trigger.

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Sunday, December 28, 2025 – Day 502

Good morning, everyone. The kids flew home yesterday. It really was a treat to spend Christmas with them. Saying goodbye is always hard—made harder by the fact that we don’t get to see them as often anymore because my travel is so limited. But it ended on a high note. As they were leaving, I got a hug from Coco… something she’s been very selective about sharing with me. Maybe it was because I finally shaved off the beard I’d been sporting for the past year.

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Saturday, December 27, 2025 – Day 501

REPOSTING DUE TO NOTIFICATION ERRORS Good morning, everyone. It’s cold and flu season, and these days I’m much more aware of it than I ever used to be. The holidays bring so much warmth—time with family, shared meals, laughter, and generosity, but they also carry the quiet risk of illness. For most of my life, that risk barely registered. I trusted my body to do what it had always done: fight, recover, move on.

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Saturday, December 27, 2025 – Day 501

Good morning, everyone. It’s cold and flu season, and these days I’m much more aware of it than I ever used to be. The holidays bring so much warmth—time with family, shared meals, laughter, and generosity, but they also carry the quiet risk of illness. For most of my life, that risk barely registered. I trusted my body to do what it had always done: fight, recover, move on. ALS has changed that trust.

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Friday, December 26, 2025 – Day 500

Good morning, everyone. Happy belated birthday to Kathy B. I really meant to capture that yesterday…but Christmas had other plans. Christmas with the grandkids was even better than I expected. Wyatt was up by 6:00 a.m. and quickly made his way downstairs, spying all the presents—and the cookie crumbs and half-eaten carrots left behind by Santa and his reindeer. Seeing a true believer in Santa is pure magic. By 7:00 a.

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Thursday, December 25, 2025 – Day 499

Good morning, everyone.
Merry Christmas! 🎄 This is a special Christmas for us. While Alex usually joins us for Christmas morning, this year we’re lucky to have Nikki and Zack here too—along with our two grandkids, Wyatt and Coco. I can’t wait to see their sleepy eyes as they cautiously walk into the room, scanning the tree and the fireplace hearth to see what Santa brought. Last night we celebrated with the Balasi clan… or at least part of it.

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Wednesday, December 24, 2025 – Day 498

Wednesday, December 24, 2025 – Day 498 Good morning, everyone.
Merry Christmas Eve!🎄 When we were kids, Christmas Eve meant piling eight young kids into the station wagon and heading to North Chicago to visit my grandparents. They lived right next door to the family business—Ratajack’s—on 14th Street, just a couple blocks west of Abbott Labs (now AbbVie). From there, we’d make another stop at the home of one of my dad’s childhood friends: “Rich Uncle Marty.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2025 – Day 497

Good morning, everyone.
2 days until Christmas. 🎄 No major changes in the feeding tube saga. Outside of Peggy, our care coordinator, I’ve had little sense that anyone truly cares about our situation. I wrote my G.I. doctor, in the morning, expressing my frustration and disappointment with the new feeding tube and received the following response late yesterday afternoon…from one of his registered nurses: _Hi Mr. Snarski, I apologize that this happened.

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Monday, December 22, 2025 – Day 496

Good morning, everyone.
3 days until Christmas. 🎄 Cindy and I want to say thank you to all of you who have been thinking of us this holiday season. You’ve been stepping up in so many ways since this diagnosis, and over the last month you’ve taken your thoughtfulness to the next level. Packages have been appearing at our doorstep so frequently that Bear doesn’t even bark at the delivery people anymore—he just assumes they live here.

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Sunday, December 21, 2025 – Day 495

Good morning, everyone.
Four days until Christmas. 🎄 So… back to my feeding tube exchange on Friday. Turns out it’s a little more involved than swapping out a propane tank at Ace Hardware. Cindy’s sister Barb came along with us to Glenbrook Hospital—partly to support Cindy and partly to help schlep me around. Everything takes more effort these days, especially when winter decides to remind us who’s in charge. We arrived early, and the O.

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Saturday, December 20, 2025 – Day 494

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Friday, December 19, 2025 – Day 493

Good morning, everyone.
6 days until Christmas! 🎄 I’m not exactly sure who to thank for yesterday’s Jevity delivery. A few people stepped in to order formula to help bridge the gap while we wait for our Medicare supplier to deliver just-in-time inventory somewhere between Christmas and New Year’s. So thank you, Kim… Nikki… or whatever helpful elf made it happen. Much appreciated. 🎅🏼 Yesterday was massage day with Ashley from Sullivan Mobile Massage and Spa.

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Thursday, December 18, 2025 – Day 492

Good morning, everyone. One week until Christmas. 🎄 When I was diagnosed with ALS, I did some basic research. I didn’t know much about the disease and had never known anyone who had it. I was aware of the Ice Bucket Challenge—that was about it. My first real exposure came from the movie The Pride of the Yankees, starring Gary Cooper. It’s worth watching if you want to understand Lou Gehrig—the baseball phenom and his unmatched character.

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